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Drewtimis
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Name: Drew
Location: Cincinnati, Ohio, United States
Birthday: 9/27/1987
Gender: Male
Interests: video games, naruto(when the filler is over!), bleach, gettin my read on, watchin movies, weed, weeds, yui, gettin my work on, pokemon
Expertise: halo 1, ddr, computers, baking, rollin' blunts, smokin' blunts
Occupation: Sales
Industry: Retail
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
AIM:  dr3w71m15
MSN: drewtimis@hotmail.com
Yahoo:  drewtimis
Member Since:
8/14/2005
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| Its been awhile since expressing my thoughts so plainly. Usually I'd have to have a beat and some pen and paper but this is also helpful. Ive been havin the usual bad luck.. Some things ive bent to my advantage but just a few. its cool though. Ive fallin out wit a friend over money of course but its not the money just the grimey nature in general that he exudes when doing things. a user all the way but life has em. Working my ass off at the iron chef grill but the money dnt seem to equal my sweat but oh well. some people are jobless. No girl in my life but thats not really a change lol. cant really meet people if u dont leave ur house but even if i did the general populous is not a group i like to interact with. i dnt think im better or special but i dnt think there is anyone like me. im drowning in a sea of lies and im almost out of truth air bubbles
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| i really hate bein alone but id rather be alone than have to change myself. i think that im built to handle the burden of lonliness. ive seen relationships that are more trouble than there worth and i dnt want that to be me. i just want to have someone i can actually tell things i cant tell anyone else. i wanna bear it all without fear of judgement but i guess that it is to much to ask. i think off the wall while most stay in the sand. blinded and gaged and deaf running in the rat maze trying not to bump into eachother. i dnt understand how so many musicians get it and even put the messages in the songs but mofos dnt here them. it will be better once im on track. wont have time to wonder why ive never had a girlfriend. cant be just cause of being fat cause fat dudes get girls ive seen it. the most difficult thing will be letting my past go but i dnt want to and then forget. like forget wat im even trying to do. i guess i need to rite some more hot fire cause it occupies my time. my phone is vibrating for no reason but im not trying to ride to a sprint store to bitch about it and my car is fucked hardcore. least i got a comp that cant be repo'd by mama cause i paid cash money for it.. which is why im broke. ready to be alone cause i really think that no one will get me. and be sexy. its always something. never win. just a lil bit better each time. and im tired of fat ugly white girls eyeing me. it really makes me angry that they like me. why cant someone i like like me. cant answer which is why im ready to be alone. 20 years down already shit.....
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| yeah.... im in Portsmouth. his place is weird as hell. but at least i got the net for lil bit. the people here aren't that bad. in the "dorm". But im glad i dont go here. i really need to get the rest of my shit out of the apt. i guess ill try 2morrow. | | |
| yeah im really tired of everybody. im ready to ot pay rent again and move back home. fuck everybody. like i dont mind smoking in my car. so fuck it. ill tell her 2morrow. i gotta a lot of shit to move.
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| hmmm....... yeah. nothing is not bad. whatever the fuck that means. well yeah this attempt to organize my thoughts was not very successful so....... yeah.
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